you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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9:53 PM
Salutations.
God, please make this pain go away. Please. I cannot bear this hurt anymore. I promised myself I would never allow myself to feel this pain again. And yet here I am. I cannot keep myself together. I am falling to pieces on the inside. The pain is excruciating. I can't breathe. I can't sleep. I can't escape the nightmares. I can't seem to look forward to any day. Why must this always happen to me? What did I ever do to be hurt like this? What did I do wrong to push you away like this? I am losing every bit of my sanity. I need to know. I need you. All I have is Shaistah to talk to. Just someone, anyone, please make the aching, empty feeling go away. So that I can pick up the pieces of my heart. I need to know. I need you. Always.
The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
