you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, January 29, 2010
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11:03 PM
Salutations.
For thee.
The longing ache to be with thee. The sleepness nights I waste in sighs. For thy face, it haunts my reverie. No peace of mind I gain, no pleasant dream I lack. For what could I compare thee to, of which there can be none. For thou art above all hope, all fear, all love of mine. I long to bear the thoughts that possess your mind. I long to bear thy burden. For in the bondage of thy thoughts, I shall be bound to thee. And so my soul, may it yearn, til the day it is at ease. To wander the pastures with thee, beneath the blossoming tree. There shall my heart be appeased, where it findeth thine heart. For it shall be known, for ages to come, that it has found thine home.
For my beloved Fadhil. ♥
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
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9:24 PM
Fadhil. ♥ ♥ ♥
Enough said.
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
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9:29 PM
Decode.
Salutations.
How did we get here? I used to know you so well.
I want things to go back to the way they were. When I felt whole. When I could tell you everything and still feel like myself. Because you're the only person whom I felt comfortable telling everything to. I want to hug you again. I want to be your friend again. Because it hurts so much to be without a friend like you. Because how could we go from being so close to being like this now?
I'm screaming I love you so. But my thoughts you can't decode.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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9:53 PM
Salutations.
God, please make this pain go away. Please. I cannot bear this hurt anymore. I promised myself I would never allow myself to feel this pain again. And yet here I am. I cannot keep myself together. I am falling to pieces on the inside. The pain is excruciating. I can't breathe. I can't sleep. I can't escape the nightmares. I can't seem to look forward to any day. Why must this always happen to me? What did I ever do to be hurt like this? What did I do wrong to push you away like this? I am losing every bit of my sanity. I need to know. I need you. All I have is Shaistah to talk to. Just someone, anyone, please make the aching, empty feeling go away. So that I can pick up the pieces of my heart. I need to know. I need you. Always.
The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Sunday, January 10, 2010
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9:47 PM
Dammit.
Salutations.
You know what?! Screw love. I'm so freaking done with it. Done.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Friday, January 08, 2010
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10:06 PM
So maybe.
Salutations. I don't have much words to say. Just, you know how you sometimes find this one song that explains exactly how you feel? And you feel it was written for you at this particular moment in life? Well, I found the song. My player just suddenly decided to play it, and it hit me. Hard. Every line. So, there.
Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You It Aint Right read your Messages Twice, thrice Four Times A Night Its True Everyday I Patiently Wait Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain
And Maybe Its True I'm caught Up On You Maybe Theres A Chance That you're Stuck On Me Too So Maybe I'm wrong Its All In My Head Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadn't Said
I'm Always Connected Online Hooked On Facebook All The Time Hoping You've Checked My Profile Just cant help wondering why You play it cool but see Im hopelessly falling for you
Every nite on my phone I flirt with you and i know you like it boy all jokin aside what say you and I come out and say what were trying to hide
Like I really want you I think I need you baby I miss you I'm thinking of you
Maybe it is true I'm caught up on you maybe I am wrong Baby I miss you.
