you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
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9:10 PM
Multi-coloured facets of a diamond.
Salutations. I am feeling a thousand different emotions. Aren't I always? Why I am always an emotional rollercoaster is beyond me. It's something inate I suppose. You'd have to be able to penetrate the core of my brain to figure it out. So, as part of my emotional hysterics, I've been watching my Disney Princess movies again. Haha. Starting with my two all time favourites, Cinderella and Beauty & the Beast. I felt so young and girly again. I was singing along. Thank God I was alone. No subjection to mocking from my siblings.
Also, school is out for the Christmas holidays. I am so excited. The 'Christmas Is...' event went superbly well. Everyone had loads of fun. Anna even won 1st prize in the Lucky Draw, a brand new Canon DSLR something something. Yeah, friggin cool. Dinner was awesome thanks to Botak Jones. I can never get over how awesome their food is. Everyone said my dress was really beautiful, so I'm kinda glad that I did eventually wear it.
Still, I have lots to do. Christmas shopping, tuition, Christmas parties,etc. And I'm already leaving early next week. Fadhil even bought me something for Christmas. Isn't that sooooo sweet. :) My mind is constantly racing at the thought of what the gift could be, since he refuses to tell me. Dammit. Anyways, still gotta make my usual Christmas present list. What to get for who. Haiz. A daunting task. I'm running out of presents to buy.
Haiz. Okay, I don't really have anything else to blabber about and I'm sure you probably don't want me to blabber. Although SOME PEOPLE apparently seem to like my nonsensical rantings. Haha. Yeah, ok. So, holla at me if you want anything from Malaysia. Like gum or something. I plan to get my Christmas and New Year clothes there, and to do loads more shopping there. Bring it on! :)
That fire you ignited. Burns when I stand beside it.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
