you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
;
11:01 PM
Sorry.
Salutations.
I'm sorry. Sorry that I'm not enough. Not enough to love. Not enough to spend one second to just say a simple hi to. Sorry that I am so different. That I'm not like everyone else. I'm sorry that I don't fit in your world. I'm sorry that I'm a disappointment. I'm sorry for sometimes being a failure. I'm sorry if I never lived up to expectations. I'm sorry that I'm not enough to tell everything to. I'm sorry that I am only second best. I'm sorry for being so emotional. I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry for hating you. I'm sorry that I am a mess. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
But, I am just me. And that's all I'll ever be. That's all I can ever give. Myself. My love. My heart. Laid bare on the ground. Waiting to be trampled on or cradled dearly. Til then, my heart shall have it's own conviction. A conviction of genuine love.
It's the end. Goodbye 2009. Greetings 2010. May the Force be with us all.
Cos it's you and me. And I don't know why. I can't keep my eyes off you.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
