you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, September 04, 2009
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12:03 AM
I miss Chandler Bing.. AARRGGHH.
Salutations. Yes, I know my blog has been rather lifeless of late. Just can't seem to find the will to blog these days. Maybe due to the same old humdrum of life. Went back to EVSS for Teachers' Day. Got to see all my friends, classmates and teachers. I was looking forward to that day for God knows how long. Everyday, on my way to school, I always pass by EV, and I can't help but miss everything about it. Secondary school life is so different from Poly life. When I stepped into EV, I really wished I was still schooling there. And after seeing Mirul, Jay, Zhaf, Fit, Cyril, and not to forget Graduates of 08, it made me almost burst out into tears.
People say life is a journey, and that mistakes are made in the past, and it is sometimes best to forget the past and journey ahead to brighter things. But those people were so wrong. The past is there for a reason, to remind you of who you were, to prevent you from making the same mistakes, and to fill your life with memories. I seriously miss my friends, and I wish we could all be reunited somehow, but I know that is asking too much. Oh well. I think about them constantly now, those monkeys stated above, my best friends Nisa, Nury, Aida, Nad, Zah, Amani, my class loves, Arran,Marlon,Dom,Ghaz,Niti. Haiz. Damn. I feel like crying now.
On to a lighter note, having holidays now. Exams over for the time being, and so is my first semester. Can't believe it's been that long already. Seems like just yesterday I was starting out life as a poly student at RP. Just came back from class chalet at Aranda. Quite fun, especially the water bombs. Haha. Gonna miss my W47D gang. Have also gone back to my perpertual love of reading, of course about vampires. Haha. Can't get enough of those bloodsuckers. Speaking of which, I am waiting in sheer anticipation of the release of New Moon in theatres. WOOOHHOOO!!
Anyways, have also strangely been trying to improve my culinary skills. Hopefully, it will be of good use in future. Hoping to add more sophisticated dishes to my repertoire, but for now am satisfied with dishes of the simpler form. Now, have been even more stressed giving tuition. 3 different students can be quite a daunting challenge. Especially since it involves N Levels and PSLE. Let's just hope all turns out well.
So, mainly that is about it. Have been busy brushing up my guitar skills, and also been working on those songs and poems. Wrote a poem for someone, but that led to a lot of insinuations of the wretched kind. So I guess I better save my poems for those who actually appreciate it and who understand how I feel. But I will not give up my love of writing, it is a part of me. Never say never. And as Beethoven said "Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours." Alright then, I shall be off. Till next time, I bid you adieu.
You can never say never. Don't let me go.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
