you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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1:29 PM
Don't we all have one? A secret dreamworld?
Salutations. Yes, I know I haven't blogged for a pretty long while. I always mean to get around to it, but somehow, I manage to put it off. I guess I'm slowly outgrowing this whole "I'm excited about blogging" phase. Haha. But oh well, sometimes blogging helps. So, what's been up with me lately?? Well, a lot actually. Too many to include in one post. So, I shall just write about the more important ones, off the top of my head.
Well, the Liverpool match was exciting. Yes, as much as I despise the Reds, I must say I have a new-found respect for them. Haha. I found myself singing along to their theme song. I mean, an English Club playing right here in Singapore. You gotta be excited. And Torres is kinda hot. Haha. It was an exciting game. I was jumping up and down in my seat. I wished Man U came here though. But my brother went for the Man U vs Malaysia game. He took loads of pics, bought a few items to add his collection, and so on. Too bad Ronaldo transferred to Real. :(
In other news, school has been awesome. We had formal day for Enterprise. We had to dress up as if we were going for an interview and such. It was loads of fun. We took loads of pics with thfaci, and we all went to eat lunch together. Then, we took more photos at the Lawn, at class, in the lift. Haha. Then faci interviewed us, to see how prepared we were. To my surprise, she said I was the best and that I was prepared for the world out there. Believe me, I did not expect that. But thank God anyway. I'm gonna miss my classmates when we change class next sem. Fun bunch of people they are. Especially my 168 gang. Haha.
Anyhoo, things have been going good for me. However, was supposed to go out with Adam, but have been swamped with stuff. I hope to make it up to him. Travelling every day to Woodlands and back can be quite of a hassle, and I am usually drained by the time I reach home. But I feel it is definetely worth the trouble. Especially with motivation every morning to see Ruben. Hahahaha. Hope he doesn't think I'm stalking him. I just think he's really handsome. Haha. Oh well.
Will be going to Josephine's and Prince's wedding next week. In Malaysia. I'm absolutely euphoric. I have been waiting for this for so long. I have my outfit planned already. Haha. No harm being prepared eh. Also, have finally returned to the library. After months of being apart. I felt so empty being apart from something that is so deeply rooted in my heart. It felt like I was incomplete. Haha. Yes, this is an incorrigible part of me. No harm can become of this however, seeing as how it is purely beneficial to me.
Hmm? What else. I have been busy continuing to perfect my songs and writing more. The guitar really is a handy tool when you want it to be. It is absolutely astounding how a mere put-together of a simple bunch of chords can turn into a beautifully melodic song. Haha. God bless the person who invented the guitar.
I miss my friends. My East view gang. I have lost touch with most of them. Though they are always in my heart. Every now and then, I think of all the fun times we shared in East View, and I bawl up. I can't wait to see all of them again. I see Fitri now and then, at the bustop as I pass by on my way to school or on the way home. But he never sees me. Oh well. I miss Nisa, Nury, Aida, Nadera, Amani, Mirul, Zhaf, Fit, Jay, Demas, Lock, JD, Ghaz, Cyril, Niti, Kishen. :( I really can't wait to see them. At least most of them get to see each other, being in the same school and all. Lucky buggers. Haiz. I really miss them. I just wish I could hug them all now. Haiz. Wishful thinking. But I really hope this insatiable desire will be satiated soon.
Alright, I can't think of anything else much that has happened. I'm sure there are loads more, but I honestly can't think of anything right now. Next time, perhaps. For now, it's off to live the life of a 17-year-old. I bid you all adieu.
My love for you insatiable.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
