you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, May 29, 2009
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10:41 PM
Is the hols already? Yes it is.
Salutations. Yes, I know I haven't blogged in a while. It's just that I have no time. By the time I come home, and finish my RJ and stuff, I am dead tired, and there's no time left on the clock. Travelling to Woodlands everyday can be a hassle, but I'm getting used to it. The best part is taking the bus every morning with a great source of motivation in the form of Ruben. The day he stepped onto that bus, my world changed. Since the first day of school, it has been a pleasure seeing him. He stays in Pasir Ris too, goes to Innova JC @ Woodlands, and is a total hottie. Best part is, now he knows me and smiles, all thanks to Esther. :)
Anyhoo, in other news, the holidays are here! 2 weeks of waking up late and slacking. Yes! I miss that word.... "slacking".... haiz. Such a heavenly thing in the form of a mere word. Haha. Exaggerated? Yes yes, I know. I'm just facebooking and waiting for Mr. Adam, or should I say 'Elvis' to come online. He said he should be online now, but he still isn't. I was webcaming with Adam during class and he was doing all his usual nonsensical crap. Haha. With his cute breakdancing moves and witty charm. And his usual 'disabled toilet' reference throughout the day. Haha. Gundu. Kambing boy.
Anyway, while waiting for Kambing boy to come online, I shall continue the adventures of my life. Victor's birthday went well. Got him a chemistry set. Now he went to Malaysia with Josh, and I miss him. Haiz. My little bro, without his cute smile. Damn! I wished Zhafri too, and chatted with him on MSN. After all this time, I miss him soooo very much, as usual. And I miss ARRAN TAN SOON LEE!! Haha. I really miss these 2 monkeys. Haha. Really wish I could see them.
Well, other than school, Shackles Free III is coming up. June 27th @ Substation. Can't wait. It's gonna be awesome. Rehearsals are already full underway, and it's gonna be one helluva night. We are dancing to Bigger than the World by J.T and Boom Boom Pow by B.E.P. I was supposed to sing Decode by Paramore, but Joanna akka said I'm not really ready. She said she would let me sing for other occasions first, then next concert I will be able to sing. Woohoo! Excited! Can't wait.
Other than that, mummy's back from hospital. She's doing good. I'm really glad. Also, will be going to Vietnam soon. HAHAHA. Awesome! Also, I am still pissed that Adam didn't win. I shall not go into that topic, if not I'll never stop. All I can say is, injustice. Haiz. Alright, that's about it. I have nothing more to report. And thank you Nad for being an avid reader of my blog. Haha. I shall be back. I hope. Till then, stay safe, and stay healthy. Don't kena attacked by H1N1 okie my loves? Ciao.
Homecoming, homecoming, I'm coming home.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Thursday, May 14, 2009
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10:46 PM
Adapting, I am.
Salutations. Am watching American Idol now. Results show. Am bloody pissed with Americans for voting out Danny Gokey!!!!!!! AAARRGGH!! How could they do such a thing?! It should be Adam and Danny in the finals. I'm actually crying now. Poor Danny. Kris cannot compare to both of them. Haiz. Just so fed up.
Anyhoo, had my Replug audition on Wednesday. I was soooo freaking nervous. Made friends with the other people who were auditioning too. Haha. I was feeling so scared, I thought I would pee in my pants. Haha. But then, guess who shows up? Yes, dearest Adam. He's in Replug too by the way. So he was there, giving me support. It helped a lot knowing he was there. Anyway, audition went well. They said I was very good. I was so happy. So then, usually I go home alone. But it was around 7+, so Adam walked with me to the interchange. He could have nicely walked home, but because he went to the gym earlier, he wanted to take a bus. Haha. So fun talking to him. Macam mat rep betul ah...haha. Our secret.
Anyway, Adam has been awesome. Great support for me! Haha. Today, Matthew was at Cause Way Point. So we met up and he sent me to the bus interchange. Too bad the bus came early, was having fun talking to him. Well, mummy's doing well in the hospital. I just hope she comes back soon. I miss my mother, so much. Haiz.
So, I'm gonna be busy til June, practising for Shackle Free. Bring on the workload eh! My UT's are coming up soon too. Oh ya, have finally eaten my Subway. My long awaited desire has been fulfilled. Haha. I shall eat this at least 1 a week. Haha. Eat Fresh! Haha. Been having fun with class. Getting my usual A's and B's. But only for Maths, it's killing me. Honestly, I can't do that shit! Uuggghh, I despise maths.
Alright. I have to go iron the clothes now and sleep early. Seeing as how I have to wake up everyday at 5.30am to go to school. But I guess it's worth it, cause I get to see Ruben, this cute guy from Innova JC. Haha. And spend time with my awesome friends and class, and creating havoc. Like we did with the laughing gas. Should have taken videos. Haha. SOOOO FUNNY! Suhaili kena overdose. Alright, that's about it. Will blog more soon. Ciao.
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
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9:22 PM
The time for change has come.
Salutations. It's been a long while. Well, school has been awesome. Loving my nonsensical crap we talk in class everyday. Haha. And the funny things people present at the end of the day. Like Kanthes, surveillance camera has changed into civilisation camera. Haha. Other than that, I joined Replug IG. Replug is this acoustic band Interest Group. I signed up under vocalist. They have guitarist,keyboardist, percussionist,etc. Anyhoo, auditions are next week, 13th May. The first audition, I have to do sing acapella. Second audition, they will put me in a band.
I really hope I get in. The opportunities presented through Replug are simply jaw-dropping. Including performing on local shows such as Live and Loaded. It was a big day for RP. Haha. Adam is in Replug too. He believes I will do fine. Glad to know someone is supporting me and believing in me. Let's hope I get through. I really want this. In other news, thanks to the stupid H1N1, we are being treated like prisoners in school.
Have to tap our cards to enter school, then get stickers, and then take temperatures, and then report it online. Haiz. Irritating to the core. I understand the need to be concerned, but this is a tad bit too much. Haiz. Oh well, hope all this dies down soon. Especially since we are going to Vietnam in June, I don't want the airport people to be all 'kiasu'. I think I would just react. Not in a good way.
In other news, life has been good. I had made many friends. I just feel I like belong, finally. I feel like everything I have worked to gain in Secondary School is lost. My insights, my time, and most unfortunately, my friends. Seems like they have moved on with their lives, together. While I'm left behind finding my own path. I lost my best friend, the one girl who was in my close group of friends since I started in EV.Haiz. Should have seen it coming.
Anyway, that's life. It's a new day tomorrow. And a new beginning. I shall take everyday as it comes. With God by my side, I fear nothing. Haha. Alright, I shall return soon. Hopefully. Hope you'll like the song, I danced for it. Very motivational song. Written for Barack Obama actually. But who cares.
It's a new day. It's a new day.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
