you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Monday, April 27, 2009
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8:16 AM
Who knew?!!!
Salutations. It's been a while since I've updated. Many things have happened. Firstly, I have started school. Going to RP was never my intention, but here I am. And you know what, I AM LOVING IT!! RP has been great since I started last week. Everything is online and the method of learning,PBL a.k.a Problem Based Learning, is unique to RP. We use our laptops for everything. And we have to do a presentation of that day's problem statement at the end of the day. We also have no lectures! All we have do to at the end of the day is a quiz, evaluation and a Reflection Journal. We learn by doing research before our presentation. I soooo prefer this way than the normal way. It's loads of fun!
I've made many friends! My class, W47D is AWESOME!! We totally rock! We all get along so well. I feel like I'm in 405 again. We are full of nonsense. Haha. And we all love to jack the faci a.k.a facilitator. OMG! OMG! Amanda has just walked in wearing her CHIJ uniform! Hahahahahaha! This is hilarious! Oh by the way, I'm in class now. Before class starts mind you, so I'm not breaking rules. Well, today is the start of 2nd week, and I'm already looking forward to it. Haha! Can't wait. Ok, people are starting to pour in now. I guess I better sum it up.
Oh ya. Before I forget, Abi's 21st birthday went superb. Our dance was good and our song was good too. Botak Jones food, AWESOME! Haha. All pictures are on Facebook. Oh ya, something horrible happened. When I was walking from Aljunied MRT, these 5 local Indian dudes followed me. It was raining so I didn't wanna run. I walked quickly to the coffeeshop before crossing the road. Then, one guy, walked behind me and ran his hand along my lower back. I freaked out and ran across the road! Ben later followed me down to go and find them, but they were gone. It was a very traumatising day!
Alright then, I guess I shall be off. Got some learning to do! And more nonsense to conjure. Haha! Hope the rest of you are having an awesome time too. Haha. I'll see ya soon! Auf Wiedersehen!
Won't be seventeen forever.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
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12:03 AM
Bon Voyage mi amor!
Salutations. Yes, I am officially back from Malaysia. Sad to accept, but unfortunately true. Parting with loved ones and the place of one's birth, is never an easy task. Nevertheless, I had to suck it up and wave goodbye. Needless to say, I was crying my eyes out when I reached Singapore. I wish I didn't have to return here, to this life of hectic scheduling and fast-paced living. I wish I didn't have to return to backing-up and worship leading. I wish I didn't have to start anew in a school miles away from home. But that's all it will ever be, a wish. Wishful thinking will get us nowhere in life. That's the cold, hard truth.
On a more lighter note, I had a blast in Malaysia. The change of environment was refreshing. I welcomed it with open arms. Grace bought for me a nice top from the pasar malam, after much persuasion on my part. Haha. Aunty Sandra bought for me a new pair of skinny jeans. We went shopping for other things as well. Spending time with them was awesome. Uncle Simon encouraged me on how to approach Poly-life on one of our car-rides. I ate all my fav Malaysian food, and all my food cravings were well satisfied. Ramli Burger, Goreng Pisang, Jemput-Jemput, Kaya Balls, Rojak, Laksa, Appam, Sweet Indian Appam, KFC, Big Apple, Dunkin' Donuts, etc. Haha. We made apple pie too, which turned out wonderfully I might add. Grace made fruitcake too.
We also went for a youth BBQ. Had alot of fun at Uncle Raymond's house. Mia, his 4-month-old baby, is absolutely adorable. Haha. SOOOO CUTE!! Had fun playing games, eating awesome food. Haha. Then we had to leave. Slvina, my cousin, and I had a special tear-filled moment the night before. Haha. I would give anything to be back there. For me, I have no reason to want to come back here or to stay here anymore. Grace and I wanted to stay there longer, but we had to come back for a friend's 21st. Haiz. I can't wait to go back. I really miss my family and my country.
Sigh. I can't write anymore. It just makes me feel worse. And I am already feeling horrid. I have been puking my lungs out today. Who knew puking could be so tiring. It's okay if none of you'll understand what I am feeling. I hope one day you do. Because then you will feel a love so deep for your family and for your country, that goes way beyond patriotism, but can only be described as a love for the home you know you belong in. After all, home is where the heart is. Ciao.
I'm going home. To the place where I belong.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
