you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
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10:45 PM
I found myself.
Salutations. I am only updating because my dear besties have been bugging me about it. So, dear Nisa, Nad, Zah, Nury, Aida, Amani, here goes. Well, after appealing and a whole of tears, the doors to Mass Com were shut. I thought there was no way. And I cried my heart out, and went on my knees in prayer. And you know what God did? He opened a door. :) The HOD for Mass Com at RP called me. I was originally posted there to some engineering course, which I did not apply for. We talked and she offered me a place in RP to do Mass Com instead. So that's where I'm headed people.
It wasn't what I was planning on, but I know it's God's will. He really is faithful to the end. He found me and comforted me through everything. When I was lost and insecure, He was there. Can't wait to start school. Have just been bumming around. Haha. But I am enjoying it, a good break before the stress of Poly. Even though I have to travel to Woodlands, but at least I have Esther, over at Innova. Alright, so church camp coming up in June. Vietnam, baby! Hope it's gonna be good.
Well, nothing much has been up. Mum has been recovering well. Just had the stitches removed yesterday, so it will take a while. Oh ya, we had a movie marathon last Sunday. Watched The Coffin( Gopi's brilliant idea), which was somewhat scary. Ben recorded us gals screaming our lungs out. Haiz. We watched Slumdog Millionaire after. It is superbly directed and wonderfully portrayed. Awesome show. Lastly, we watched Interview with a Vampire, an old classic which we watched just because of Brad Pitt. Joanna made a Western dinner, rather delectable. I slept on the couch with no blanket and ended up getting the flu due to the AC.
My birthday will be here in a month's time. Awesome. Seventeen forever, just like Edward. And my brother will be returning from Down Under, in mid-March. Best birthday present ever. It seems like time has been whizzing past. Haiz. I am kinda nervous. I am leading in songs on Sunday in church, for the first time. I can feel those bloody butterflies fluttering around inside me.
Alright, well, other than that, nothing much to report my dearies. I shall post as soon as there is news. I'm sure you all have Facebook. That's where you can keep track of all my doings and whereabouts. It's really a timesaver. Hurrah for Facebook. Don't forget to catch the Oscars. I shall be off then. Cheerio!
Lost and insecure. You found me.
Sexy 17. It's my power shift.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything