you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Saturday, December 06, 2008
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9:31 PM
Have I checked in? I think so.
Salutations. Today was a rather productive day, I would say. I fell sick last night, after going swimming in the evening at Deepak's house. The swim was totally worth it, but the flu that proceeded, was not. So, I took medicine,and now I'm fine. But I was so reluctant to get out of bed to go to church for music practice. Had no choice. So after practice, Abi and I had our dinner scheduled. As usual, we went to Subway. We had a rather interesting drive there, haha, in Abi's new car. Poor girl, she was scared as hell. So, while enjoying our scrumptious meal, we had our mentor to mentee talk.
She made me realise that life is worth living for yourself. No guy or person is worth wasting your life over. I really opened up to her and vice versa. I almost cried so many times. But I tried holding it in cos I was in a public place. I guess it's time for me to check into rehab. I can't let him affect me anymore. There's so much temptation around me, but I have to prevail. I am more than a conqueror in Christ.
Guess my blogskin is perfect then. Haha. I have to let go of the love, the hurt, everything. All that I hold on to of him, shall be no more. I'm letting you go, boy. It hurts, but I must. You were my everything, but now God is. No longer my ecstacy you shall be. Woah, I sound like Yoda. Here's to a new year of indepedence, womanhood, singleness, dignity and GIRL POWER. I am my own woman. Or at least, I'm trying to be. I ain't perfect. Oh this is going to be hard. Pfft.
Anyway. Twilight is coming out soon. Super excited. AAAAHHH. Hurrah! Xmas is coming too. I have excitement in every bone. Hurrah! The year has come to an end so quickly. Oooo. I haven't thought of gift ideas. I better start planning now. The folks are going to be out of town tomorrow. FREEDOM.Have plans already. Haha. If only freedom could be placed inside a box, neatly wrapped, tied with a lovely ribbon, and delivered to someone as a Christmas gift. Ooooo. Coolation! Hurrah!
Alright, enough of my British exclamations. Oh ya, Selena Gomez isn't as bad as I thought. After watching Wizards of Waverly Place, I believe she has some talent. Kudos to you. Happy now Nithya. Haha. Speaking of whom, I am supposed to meet her and Priya for Ben and Jerry's. Hurrah! Oops. Alright then. Cheerios!
You were like my lover and my best friend.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
