you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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1:41 PM
It's senior year for us. Damn.
Salutations. It's been a while. I wish life would slow down. Seriously. It seems as if everyone is packing up and ready to move on, out of East View. Haiz. Now I know how those HSM people felt. Could I please have more time to spend in East View, I ask wishfully. If only T.I could materialize in my life right now and sing those beautiful words," Baby, you can have whatever you like". Oh well, so much for wishful thinking.
I wish my sister would get a life. Out of the blue, she told me to stop making late-night calls until 2am. Pfft. What nerve?! I only used the phone for 15 mins. I avidly read my book after that, in my living room. And there she goes accusing me. She should be pointing fingers at herself. Great example she's set. Roll eyes. Some people really do need a life.
Alright. One last paper left. And then I'm free. Free to be me. On the 13th of November 2008, at exactly 9am, I will be FREE. Liberty never tasted so sweet. At least something sweet to look forward to, in this year of uttermost depressing instances. Finally, Sweet 16, will actually be sweet. Other than that, same old friend issues. I would love to know whats the point of continuing in a friendship of 12 years, when the friend doesn't even TRUST you? Beats me too. Maybe I have committed grave offenses against thee, but I have looked past the offenses made on your part. The foundations and basis upon which friendships are built these days have really changed, so I've seen. Trust no longer seems to play a role, and neither does forgiveness. How a friendship ever progresses without them, baffles me.
Scream. That's what I want to do. Scream. I don't know what to do anymore. What decisions to make. My life's one big rolling pin of disaster. Okkkkayy, this is way weird. My life is starting to sound like a HSM 3 movie. Oh Lord. At least there's Zac Efron. Haha.
Just wanted to give a shoutout to these people. Nisa, who has stuck by me for all four years. Thank you. Your patience and dedication to our friendship is rather humbling. Mirul, who has been a great support and who took me in when I was alone. Thank you, and your beautiful brown eyes, for everything. Love you. Abigail, who has never failed to advice me in every situation. I am the most difficult and stubborn person to mentor, but she pushed me nonetheless. Josh J, thank you for making me laugh. I regret not getting to know you sooner. Great Chem teacher too.I'm glad I can trust you. What would I do without you?!. Zhaf, no matter what, you will always be in my heart. I love you so much. You will always be my adik.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER CALEB!!! LOVE YOU!
Baby, you can have whatever you like.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
