you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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2:13 PM
Haiz. Haiz.
Salutations. It's been a while since I've updated. Not that I didn't have time, but rather I grew bored with blogging. Haha. But now my boredom has driven me to the point where I am blogging, as you can tell. Anyhoo, Niti woke me up today. She asked me what day to book tickets for Twilight Night. Yes, she's rather kiasu. Haha. Better safe than sorry. I really can't wait for Twilight. It broke box office records on its opening weekend. $70.6 million, now that is a whole lot of greens. Beloved Edward.
Alright. So I'm giving tuition to a soon-to-be-P6-kid. That's my source of income. But my sister is bugging me to get a real part-time job. I'm thinkin about it. I really need the money to buy Christmas presents for everyone and maybe get a Christmas tree for my home. My home doesn't feel like Xmas at all. No decorations. No tree. Just the same old everything. I love going to other people's houses during Xmas, cos their houses are beautifully decorated. Unlike mine, where the Xmas cheer is lacking. Haiz.
My dad can't take off. So guess we won't be going back home to Malaysia for Xmas. Am really disappointed. I really wanted to. So much for wishful thinking. Guess we are stuck here in sunny Singapore. Maybe it'll snow. Maybe. The Xmas cheer is sooooooo awesome. The mood for romance, love, joy and peace. I'll find my prince someday. And then we'll have the perfect Xmas. And then we can sing Taylor Swift's Love Story. Haha. A girl can dream, can't she?. Haha.
Alright. Well, that's about it. There isn't much to post about. It's been a good year. Cheers! And to my beloved frenz, we should go out sometime. Dying to see all of you. Especially Fit. Miss ya Fitri. Alright then. Auf Wiedersehen.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Friday, November 14, 2008
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10:56 AM
Is it actually over?WOW.
Salutations. Yes, a major milestone has been completed. I have completed 12 years of education. I was literally counting down the minutes. And I could not stop smiling once the papers were collected. WOW. Secondary school is over, just like that. Boy, the memories I have there. And now, it's all over.
So, now, of course, we are enjoying our hard-earned freedom. You won't actually feel that sense of liberation unless of course you really mugged your arse off. It's a warm,fuzzy feeling inside. Haha. Very much like falling in love for the first time. I am trying my best to make good use of this freedom. To really explore the vast amount of Singapore out there, and to discover the true sense of the word FREEDOM. All this before I get my results. Cause that, as we all know, may come as a damper. I really pray I do well. Especially for Maths. I really do not wanna disappoint Ben. Just to see that magical smile on his face, and to hear him say that he's proud of me, that would make every stressful worth it. Sorry Ben, if I disappoint you. I did my best.
But let's put that behind us now. Only God knows. And whatever happens, Solo Deo Gloria. Anyhoo, X'mas is around the corner. I'm already feeling the X'mas cheer. Carols. Lights. Presents. I can't wait. Hopefully, we finally get a X'mas tree this year. Or hopefully, we go back home to Malaysia for the hols. I really miss home. And my family back there. It's gonna be a hoot.
Alright, so later I am going to go dye my hair. Yes, red. In a matter of hours. I really hope it turns out well. Then, soon, I am gonna do my piercings. Weee. WILD CHILD. Oh ya, Caleb received two Man U jerseys for his birthday. So unfair. I want one. It's No. 11 for him, cos it's his number and his fav player, Giggs. I want Number 7. Yeah, Ronaldo. Oh well. X'mas is coming soon. Hint hint. Haha. Let's hope I get everything on my wish list.
Alright. Well, nothing else to write about. Other than the fact that I'm gonna miss my friends dearly. I better not write anymore, before I get all teary-eyed. And before the com shuts down on me. Again. Thousand apologies. May the Force be with you. Auf Wiedersehen.
I want my life to be like a High School Musical.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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1:41 PM
It's senior year for us. Damn.
Salutations. It's been a while. I wish life would slow down. Seriously. It seems as if everyone is packing up and ready to move on, out of East View. Haiz. Now I know how those HSM people felt. Could I please have more time to spend in East View, I ask wishfully. If only T.I could materialize in my life right now and sing those beautiful words," Baby, you can have whatever you like". Oh well, so much for wishful thinking.
I wish my sister would get a life. Out of the blue, she told me to stop making late-night calls until 2am. Pfft. What nerve?! I only used the phone for 15 mins. I avidly read my book after that, in my living room. And there she goes accusing me. She should be pointing fingers at herself. Great example she's set. Roll eyes. Some people really do need a life.
Alright. One last paper left. And then I'm free. Free to be me. On the 13th of November 2008, at exactly 9am, I will be FREE. Liberty never tasted so sweet. At least something sweet to look forward to, in this year of uttermost depressing instances. Finally, Sweet 16, will actually be sweet. Other than that, same old friend issues. I would love to know whats the point of continuing in a friendship of 12 years, when the friend doesn't even TRUST you? Beats me too. Maybe I have committed grave offenses against thee, but I have looked past the offenses made on your part. The foundations and basis upon which friendships are built these days have really changed, so I've seen. Trust no longer seems to play a role, and neither does forgiveness. How a friendship ever progresses without them, baffles me.
Scream. That's what I want to do. Scream. I don't know what to do anymore. What decisions to make. My life's one big rolling pin of disaster. Okkkkayy, this is way weird. My life is starting to sound like a HSM 3 movie. Oh Lord. At least there's Zac Efron. Haha.
Just wanted to give a shoutout to these people. Nisa, who has stuck by me for all four years. Thank you. Your patience and dedication to our friendship is rather humbling. Mirul, who has been a great support and who took me in when I was alone. Thank you, and your beautiful brown eyes, for everything. Love you. Abigail, who has never failed to advice me in every situation. I am the most difficult and stubborn person to mentor, but she pushed me nonetheless. Josh J, thank you for making me laugh. I regret not getting to know you sooner. Great Chem teacher too.I'm glad I can trust you. What would I do without you?!. Zhaf, no matter what, you will always be in my heart. I love you so much. You will always be my adik.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER CALEB!!! LOVE YOU!
Baby, you can have whatever you like.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
