you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, October 24, 2008
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1:30 PM
My way or the highway.
Salutations. It's been a while. Fortunately, I have a reasonable excuse.That being O Levels. Here's the update. After being completely disparaged by my Science Practical, things are looking up for me. My Chemistry paper, which was followed by my English and Maths paper, were all very easy. I am honestly astounded by this somewhat comforting fact. Chemistry has never been in my good books, but it is now. Nithya was so nervous before the English paper. I guess the pressure got to her. So she asked me to pray for her, and she was ok. God always comes through.
Anyhoo, I shall spare you people today. I am not going to ramble on about my unfortunate problems, though they do keep accumulating. Same people.Same problems. I have managed my frustrations though. I have acrimoniously yelled at the wall. It's rather amazing what a wee bit of imagination can accomplish. Oh well. I am holding on. Salvaging myself. Holding on tight.
I can't wait for these O's to finish. I want to break free. I can't even watch HSM 3. Poor Zac Efron is going to have to do without me. At least I have my Jonas Brothers to keep me company. And speaking of which, I have finally succeeded in watching Camp Rock and Gossip Girl. I am complete now. Call me crazy, but I can't live without my Jo Bros and the scandal of the Upper East Siders. Its somewhat of a painkiller for me.
Alright then. I am going to indulge in food and drown my sorrows in sleep. No, I am not an overeater or an oversleeper. I havent eaten the whole day. And I have been having an imsoniac these past couple weeks. It sucks big time. Honestly. I feel like a vampire. Oh wait a minute, that isnt necessarily bad. Haha. Edward Cullen, baby.
So I 'll wait til kingdom come. A little bit longer, and I'll be fine.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
