you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
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4:05 PM
I want a laptop.Real bad.
Today is supposed to be jam packed with loads of activites. However, my circumstances have chosen to prove themselves otherwise. Today, im supposed to be bossing around Sec 1s and helping out at the Student Councillor camp. That, my friends, is spelt F-U-N. However, told Nisha I would go for tuition. So, didnt wanna postpone AGAIN. I went. So now, instead of making my way down to school, I'm sitting here updating you people. To make things even worse for me and more fun for you, I have a group meeting for Church Camp. We are supposed to act out our drama today. But Im not going.
Now, everyone's telling me that I shouldnt go for SC Camp. They think its unimportant and a bloody waste of time. They tell me, go for group meeting. Well, lemme tell you something people. In the famous words of Britney Spears, and I quote, that is my prerogative. I wanna go for camp, I go. You don't decide for me. I decide for myself. If I wanted your opinion, I would actually ask for it. So you can take your opinions and shove it! Cos I dun give a damn!
So, waiting to meet Mirul and gang. Nisa and Nury already went in the morning. So, waiting here until they finish their exhilarating celebrations regarding Demas' birthday. Yup. I guess God allows these things to happen, to let us learn and grow.
Alrite, so. Coaching is over. Can't wait for Langkawi. There are a few deep issues on my mind. But I dont think Im gonna post about it just yet. Nope, not yet. Maybe she'll change. Who knows. But then again, she's her. Has always been her since Sec 1. Will always be her. Maybe I should change. Well, honestly. Only God knows. Only God can judge me.
I don't need permission. Make my own decisions. That's my prerogative.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
