you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Monday, May 12, 2008
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1:39 PM
Aida. This is for you. After reading your post on your blog.
You say you love me. Then you maki me? You critisize me?
I never said I was mature. You guys said that about me. So, dont think I said it about myself. Well, I never said you stole anyone. Thats between me and Nury. Why I was angry with you was because you just SUDDENLY ignore me. You didnt look at me, never layan me, never wait for me. And I dun even noe why. The day before that, you were like normal. I thought I could rely on you to talk, to break the ice between you and me. But then, you turn on me. And I dun even noe why. What do you expect me to think?
Then, I told this to Nury. I forgive you both. Completely. But Im scared to come back bcos I dun wanna be hurt again. You guys have hurt me before, and I dun want it to happen again. I have nothing against you.
Lastly, frenz. Remember when you had the fight with Fiqah, Amani and Nadia? Me, Nury and Nisa comforted you. You came back to us. When your frenz left you, we were there for you. And we took you in with open arms. Everytime you did something wrong, we forgave you when you said sorry. We accepted you back. We didnt write on our blogs about you and critisize you. Same goes for me with Mirul and gang. You, of all ppl should understand how tt feels. So I dun think I need to say more about tt.
Aida, I may seem like a bitch to you now. Its okay with me. But u say you love me, why are you talkin about me like tt? I have been there for you. I have helped you so many times. And I never compared you guys with them. I just thanked them, its called basic courtesy. Maybe you havent heard of it. You said you dont wanna hurt me, but by sayin all those words, I am hurt!
I still love you guys though. Though the closest ones hurt me, I forgave them.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
