you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, May 23, 2008
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7:58 PM
I miss Sec 2.
Here goes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAFRI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR!
Well. Today is Zhaf's and Victor's bdae. Isn't that great. My adik and my adik angkat. :)
Can't believe they are all grown up. Haha. Victor had a good day apparently. Free milo and jelly made by mummy. He's smiling. He's soooo happy that everyone remembered his birthday. For Zhaf, well, his mum forget his bdae. That sucks. Poor boy. He looked so down in the dumps today. Im so sad for him, cause I noe what its like to have a sucky birthday.
Just had PTC. My mum came down, and thankfully Ms Suhaila had nothing bad to say. Or should I say Cik Su. Haha. I only failed one sub...combined Science. I passed Malay. This is miraculously good for me. Hmm. I can't wait to give Zhaf his gift. I know he's gonna like it. Standing there with him just now, I realised, I love him more and more each day.
Many people may think that Im overreacting and Im wrong, but I dont give a damn. He's a sweet guy. Amazing friend. Wonderful adik. I may complain at times, but hey, dont all sibilings?
Guess its part and parcel.
June hols. Not really hols at all. Gotta study like hell. No free time. All taken up. My only form of escape, Langkawi. Cannot wait. Not seeing my friends for 1 month, damn tt sucks. I wanna go back to 205. Where we ruled the school and had lots of fun. Kishen, Senthil, Aida, Hadi, Ghaz and the rest of the gang. Miss you Senthil.
Okie, well other than that, half the year is over. Time to start anew. Wow. I just realised. Im 16.
The bond between sibilings is greater than what is shared between friends.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
