you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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7:45 PM
Shit. The O's are here.
16 is alot of work. O'Levels. School. Friends. Family. Life. Wow.
Well, My Malay O'Level is in a few days. Im so scared. Deep shit scared! I'm doing my best. By God's grace, I can make it through. Glad to have my friends back.
I seriously need to save money now. Can't eat recess cause Zhaf's present costs a bomb! But it's worth it, for him. I really hope he likes it. I love you Zhaf! And I miss you alot!
So, I shouldnt be blogging. Should be studying. Well, just taking a break. I miss rugby. SO much! It was effing fun. I promise I will work hard Ben annai. I'm sorry if I made you angry. Didn't mean it, you know I love you alot annai.
Hmm..church camp coming soon. Going Langkawi. Back to my Malaysia. Our T-shirt is damn cool. My group is soooooo gonna win. Crowned Hawk Eagles. Rendezvous. Then, in June got the Underwater World thing for Bio. And Councillor Camp. AHHHH... and COACHING.
Can't wait for O's to be over. Can dye my hair, pierce my ears and change my name. Well, maybe not change my name( e folks would flip out)... but dying my hair, nobody's gonna stop me. Wanted to pierce my tongue, but I know that's too extreme for e folks. So, sticking to the ears I guess. Haha. Well, let's get through May 26th first huh. Yeah. One step at a time babe. Keep your eyes on the prize.
Sweet 16. Gonna spread my wings.
=DeBbIe=
Everybody makes mistakes. Everybody has those days.
you are my past ; now, im my everything
