you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
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10:13 PM
Hey people. Well.Right now,im listening to music and chatting and updating my blog.My dad and brothers have left already. Hope they are enjoying their time in Bangalore.Can't wait till they come back. I miss Caleb so much. SO MUCH!! Im so glad he's my bro. Without his jokes,there is no happiness.So dull man. Well. Today,we had to make some things for tomorrow, for our MODEL. We made the chinese knot,ketupat and indian garlands. Quite fun. I had to help some classes cause im a prefect. So,i got class 403. Next door to his class. I WAS SO EXCITED!!!! So, after helping them out , e gurl wanted to make one more garland. So ,i went next door with Madel to see if there was leftover lah. I WENT TO HIS CLASS! I saw him there.He also saw me. But we didnt speak as usual. He looked handsome. So, after going back to 403, he came there too. He came to kacau. Haha,and my best friends,Nisa and Nadera, were like making signals to me. Haha..so malu seh. So,i was very happy.
Then, we had to stay for Algebra workshop. IT WAS SO BORING!! Her voice is so damn irritating. And she came and shouted in my ear. BLOODY IDIOT MAN!! Make me go deaf. Haix..and my Algebra is already good. She talks so fast, that I have no idea what she is talking bout. I was so confused. Damn it man..and they are gonna test us!! Well, tomorrow maybe gonna see "Cheaper by the Dozen 2" . If not, gonna see another day. I have to watch it, its a Hilary Duff movie, MUST WATCH!!. Plus, Mr.Hottie is there -Tom Welling. So cant wait to see it. Im so excited. Well , my mum is crashing in my room today. So, its gonna be me,sis,little bro and mum in one room, with e aircon. So cosy! OK... i wrote two more poems.. but im gonna let you read only one. Ok.. well..here goes.
- Our Saviour-
As the moon shows its beauty in the misty sky
The grills on the walls keep me trapped in this fortress
Deprived of being able to come before my Saviour, undignified
Followed by the happiness of children, in a child itself.
So the clock ticks to keep track of life around me
With a small breeze blowing from the North,
though trapped, I feel secure and comforted here.
Even though life around me passes ever so quickly,
I remain loyal to the easy,laid-back attitude.
For now blood flies away, to a country unknown
Protected and ensured by Christ's own love
All alone I sit here now, to pursue the prophecy.
Of God's plan for me, one step at a time.
As the life of people,slips out of my hand
and into the loving arms of God, our Saviour.
OK..so now im off. So,bubye. Adios. Later. Gdnite. Tc..
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
