you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Monday, November 07, 2005
;
12:16 PM
Hey peeps..well..this post is about guys as you may have read in the title.But it's not to praise them or anything.It's to show how blur they are.Not all i'm sure..but most of them.Guys can be blur towards many things. Like for example,towards what girls want from them.I tell you,some can be as blurrer than sotongs(squid). I mean all you ask for is your b'dae and they can go on a long trip down memory lane to try and remember it or when it was that you told them the date.Puhlease man...like a girl can actually take the whole idea of her guy forgetting her b'dae.So beware boys!!..better find it out and remember that SPECIAL day.Anyway,to help you get in track,let me tell you my story.(I won't use his real name for safety purposes).*Jack is a great,great friend of mine.We go to the same church and all and we get along great.We had ups and downs just like any other ppl.He was my bf and one point of time..everyone knew of course.Then things ended and so on.He said he wanted to concentrate on his studies so I was ok with the whole breakup.But still heartbroken lah..cmon..this guy is like my everything.So we came to find out that we both still liked each other.But we didnt get into another BGR but instead became closer friends.We would talk to each other bout everything.Even call each other once in a while.Things were great.Then after exams were over,things changed.We were not close anymore. OK...there it is.Plainly and simply laid out for you.
So..now where exactly does that put us? On the friends but nothing more..OR..still best friends ..OR enemies.. too busy to care bout each other?But the thing is..I still do like him and I do care bout him more than anything. The question is..does he feel the same way? Even if he does..he sure doesn't act like it.He never talks to me anymore, I always have to start the conversations.And even if he does say something,it'll always be something negative to put me down.He won't look at me anymore on Sundays.He won't even chat with me online or call me. It's like he couldn't care less.I guess that puts us on the 'too busy to care' line.But what i don't understand is..why is he doing this to me?Where did I go wrong? So the only question is..what do you when the person you care most about..the person you love..the person you wanna spend your time with..the person who knows you more than anyone else..the person you look up to..the person you cherish..the person you want..the person you think of all the time...and the person you spend the most money on for presents..and the person whom you know is the one for you..doesn't care anymore?Help me anyone..especially ppl from our SWAT team.Well..hope you guys can help me ok...tts all..tc ppl....BuByE.........AdIos............................. PeAcE OuT
=GoTh GaL=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
