you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
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12:40 PM
Well..she asked me to write a post about her..so here it is.Charlotte Teok is my friend from the SWAT team.I haven't known her all my life..but I wish i did.Cause,ppl are missing out on how great this girl can be.Lemme describe her first. Charlotte is beautiful,smart,funny,shopaholic,great singer,sensitive,caring,loving,sisterly,talkative,and so much more.She has a wonderful voice.. it runs in her family I think.She is really pretty too...cause alot of guys like her.Haha...PPP!!.She is really nice too cause when I need her help,she's always there.She never lets me down.And I know she watches over me.She keeps in check and make sure I'm alrite.And she can sense when I'm feeling down.She always tells me that God cares and stuff like that..and I appreciate it alot.Thanks gurl!.She is also my dictionary, besides Abigail.I like to find out the meaning of the words on her MSN nickname..haha..KPO.She has really been a great friend and sister-in-Christ to me.I hope that over the years,our friendship will grow.Thanks for being there for me Charlotte...thanks alot.Muackx!!... Infinate X's and O's,
=DeBbIe=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
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8:22 PM
Again it's time for another freakin post.But it's ok this time cause its not about the guys or gurls or wateva.Instead,it's about animals.Two animals to be specific-Lions and Tigers.You may think I'm gonna talk bout preserving these animals,but i'm not.Even though,you should be caring for them.Anyway,it's about the topic of cross breeding.It may sound cool and all..but if you really think bout it,its sick.The lion and tiger don't mate on their own,but they are forced to mate together.Which makes the whole thing down-right disgusting.Cmon people, think about it.Don't be so selfish and uncaring and not be giving a damn about it.Because you should.OK.The first thing is,WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU WANNA FORCE TWO DIFFERENT SPECIES TO MATE WITH EACH OTHER?!Don't ppl have any compassion anymore?Don't they care bout animals anymore?Most ppl don't really care.They just care about their fur coats,their furnishings,their clothes,their accessories and their beauty products which are tested on animals.Well,they may think life is going great for them until one day,they're gonna wake up and realise that all these animals are gone and that their products are gonna run out soon,so its their bloody problem,since they caused it to happen to themselves but they start scolding and blaming other ppl for it.Wow,thats all a long sentence alrite.So,what's will these ppl do when all their expensive stuff are no more on sale,sue the company?Well,if I were the lawyer or judge there,i would tell them,that it's their own bloody fault.Not anyone's else's.Oh ya, back to the point,it's just sick and wrong.God created animals to mate with their own species and continue the reproduction of that species.So why are ppl trying to play God?Who the helll do they think they are?I hope things change for the better.One person can make a difference.OK..thats all...for now...tc.bye....PeAcE OuT
=GoTh GaL=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Monday, November 07, 2005
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8:34 PM
Hey ppl..time for another bloody post.Wasting time on this blog as usual.But it's one way to pass the time.Plus, i need to tell the world about the men.Anyway,back to the point.
Men...who the hell do they think they are?The domineering gender of the two.Ya,of course,to them lah.But does that mean that women can't rule?That women can't be leaders?.To some men,it appears like that.They have the stereotype picture in their mind that all women are what they see in the olden day movies.They think we are all here for a reason- to clean,cook,look after and care for their families.That's the problem with them,that stupid stereotypical video playing in their minds over and over again.Seesh..to most of them,we are housewives(more like slaves) to their domineering,leadership role on this Earth.But their mistake is in their own eyes.They don't see past this at all.We women can be leaders and be domineering.God made us in the way that husbands rule over their wives..ya..but some men just take advantage of it.We can be independant you know..like Beyonce says..Independant Women..we can survive without men.We can make a living for ourselves.The law sometimes supports the men and not a women.My friend once said that men make such a big deal when women cheat on them,but when the men cheat,the men don't take it as anything.It just isn't fair.We deserve respect for all we do.I mean,we are the ones sitting on the hospital bed,pushing the babies out.And we change,bathe and feed the babies.We do all this and for what..nothin?.Ever heard of a mother's love?That's why babies are closer to mums.We deserve respect for all we do.. and we still have to keep our dignity.Women have leadership quality and we can survive on our own.And any man who can't agree with that..is just dissing the fact cause he's a whimp.And nothin more.Cause we women have potential to fulfill our dreams and succeed in our studies and jobs just like any man.That is the fact of life. That's all i have to say about this..for now...so tc..Girl Power...BuByE................................PeAcE OuT
=GoTh GaL=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
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12:16 PM
Hey peeps..well..this post is about guys as you may have read in the title.But it's not to praise them or anything.It's to show how blur they are.Not all i'm sure..but most of them.Guys can be blur towards many things. Like for example,towards what girls want from them.I tell you,some can be as blurrer than sotongs(squid). I mean all you ask for is your b'dae and they can go on a long trip down memory lane to try and remember it or when it was that you told them the date.Puhlease man...like a girl can actually take the whole idea of her guy forgetting her b'dae.So beware boys!!..better find it out and remember that SPECIAL day.Anyway,to help you get in track,let me tell you my story.(I won't use his real name for safety purposes).*Jack is a great,great friend of mine.We go to the same church and all and we get along great.We had ups and downs just like any other ppl.He was my bf and one point of time..everyone knew of course.Then things ended and so on.He said he wanted to concentrate on his studies so I was ok with the whole breakup.But still heartbroken lah..cmon..this guy is like my everything.So we came to find out that we both still liked each other.But we didnt get into another BGR but instead became closer friends.We would talk to each other bout everything.Even call each other once in a while.Things were great.Then after exams were over,things changed.We were not close anymore. OK...there it is.Plainly and simply laid out for you.
So..now where exactly does that put us? On the friends but nothing more..OR..still best friends ..OR enemies.. too busy to care bout each other?But the thing is..I still do like him and I do care bout him more than anything. The question is..does he feel the same way? Even if he does..he sure doesn't act like it.He never talks to me anymore, I always have to start the conversations.And even if he does say something,it'll always be something negative to put me down.He won't look at me anymore on Sundays.He won't even chat with me online or call me. It's like he couldn't care less.I guess that puts us on the 'too busy to care' line.But what i don't understand is..why is he doing this to me?Where did I go wrong? So the only question is..what do you when the person you care most about..the person you love..the person you wanna spend your time with..the person who knows you more than anyone else..the person you look up to..the person you cherish..the person you want..the person you think of all the time...and the person you spend the most money on for presents..and the person whom you know is the one for you..doesn't care anymore?Help me anyone..especially ppl from our SWAT team.Well..hope you guys can help me ok...tts all..tc ppl....BuByE.........AdIos............................. PeAcE OuT
=GoTh GaL=
you are my past ; now, im my everything
